Currently in a space in life when a human is in between. There is childhood, adolescence, and then adulthood. In between adolescence and adulthood… See how a child views life and still remembers his own childhood. See how an adult views life and is old enough to comprehend why. Currently living in between those two spaces. In addition to all this, I also raise a child. In this space in the middle, I ponder.

I see children how innocent they are and new to the world. They are so full of life. So they burst with energy. They burst with life. Children are curious about all they see. They want to be filled with knowledge. Children love fully and completely. Everything for them is amazing. Their lives are full of color. Children are full of ideas. They are creative. They want to explore everything in life.

 On the other hand, For a fully grown, developed, or of age person, an adult, things are very different. Their lives seem different. Adults seem weighted down. Full of regrets. Their lives are grey. It seems they have no more energy to give. It seems like they do not want to learn. They are no longer curious about life. But they claim to have life figured out. They ask no more questions but only give answers. They are not curious about today but speak only of yesterday. Love to an adult has become challenging. Adults have always had love but seem to not understand its challenges the older they become. They worry, they hurry with no purpose at all. I see how an adult toils. Adults seem to have given up.

Here I am. In between. I am full of life and energy. I am curious of all around me. I am asking questions. I love to learn. I have accepted that I will never have all the answers but in turn I have gained so much knowledge. I always want to ask questions. I always want to learn. I never I want to feel as if I’m giving up. I always want to feel inspiration. I see adults. I respect them and understand their wisdom but I see children and understand their wisdom as well. I want to be a mixture of both. I am in the middle. I am privileged to be in the middle because now I can see.